An Apple a day

An apple a day keeps the doc away.

But my apple still din manage to.

Still getting breathless from all the coughing and choking. My frenzs and colleagues said i have a really sexy voice though =P

Today's first day back at work, finally, after the long mc.

Hehe.

It's been bz bz bz week for me.

Struggling to get well. Seeing the doc more than seeing anyone for the last one week.

Monday got an injection on my butts. Think tomolo needa go back to see the doc for review coz it's not getting any better.

And the trip!! My aussie trip this friday!

*Wail wail wail...*

Everything is in a real mess.

Still pondering what clothes to bring (i'm a gal yer know? so more fussy).

Finally i gave in and sent charles a mail seeking his advise.

Aussie weather is REALLY unpredictable.

The wind is killing.

If yer have too much cold wear, the day can turn freaking hot in two hours.

If yer have too much hot wear, be prepared to run to the nearest shop to grab a cold jacket.

Three years back, i went melbourne and almost get frozen alive in their summer.

Now, even though i have survived shanghai at zero degree at nite, i am still quite apprehensive with the down under weather.

Was packing my room and my trip over the weekend, trying to grab some rest in between.

Sunday was a knockout day for me, eating all the strange herbs and medicine prescribed.

After that was packing for the aussie trip, and packing my room , rearranging all my stuff again at same time, which is when i realised i have so many things missing!

Arrgh..

Needa do some last min shopping for stuff for the trip though.

And gotta read up the sightseeing places for the cities.

jeezeess... bz bz me...

And... i have forgotten to change my money!!!!

Oops.

I am Pregnant!

I am pregnant! oops... sorry... I mean my good frenz, vivian, is pregnant!

Hehe... if i dun have such a cheesie title, will you wan to venture into my blog? =P

Anyway met up with her after she has been making a few attempts to date the rest of the gals out for weeks.

I was wondering why the sudden she made all those hassles to date us out every week since early april.

When the two of us were in the coffee place, vivian excitedly took out the pics of the scan of her three month old foetus to show me.

I was practically jumping with joy hearing the news.

Too bad maeve and cheryl couldn't make it to the tea session that afternoon.

Maeve will be thrilled too. She adores babies and kids as much as me.

Vivian has juz been married last Oct after being with her boy for seven years.

Now she is not juz another man's wife, but in five months' time, she will be a proud mom too.

A first good news for me this year.

In a few months' time, I will have a new toy to play. Vivian's baby =P

Hehe.... I hope she din read this column.

Anyway that woman has been waiting for three months before breaking the news to us.

Some chinese families wun disclose the news to outsiders till the first trimester is over.

And she has been dying to break the news to us.

Now that the first trimester was over, vivian arranged for a tea with us immediately to break the news, so that we (her long time good frenzs) will be the first to know.

No wonder she din touched a single drop of alcohol on my birthday this year.

Hiak! Now i know!

Good... good... at least i still see some serpents around me this year.

And i canot wait to see cheryl's face when she hears the news.

Vivian has been stressing her on marriage and pregnancy over the years.

Cheryl will be damn stress when she hears the news coz she is married before vivian did, and she will be teased even more by vivian then.

Vivian is so adorable. She even asked me shyly if i will still shop with her in the future with the screaming baby and the ugly pram.

Silly girl! I can't even wait to babysit the little thing for her!

Thru'out the tea, both of us were thinking of names for the baby.

I have seen vivian's baby photos before, and if the kid has taken after her eyes and err... fatso baby size, it (duno the sex of the baby yet) muz be really really adorable!!

Imagining those big round eyes staring up and smiling at me juz make my heart melts.

And some cutie little things calling me 'auu-ntiee chloeee......!' is enuff for me to give up anything.

okie okie... enuff of these baby talks and it's not even my own kids yet.

Being the youngest in my family, and with no nieces and nephews, who can blame me for getting so excited?

And in the past, my gal frenzs and i have been joking that their kids will have me as their godmom, and mine will be theirs too.

Hehe... we'll see then.

And thinking of it, the news collided with the new face of my template!

Not bad rite? After I have changed my template, i have a new baby arriving.

And i think, the most most impt thing for me to do now, is to practise those long time lullaby for the new darling.

Laa... laa... laa...


Twinkle twinkle little star
How i wonder what you are
Up above the world so high
Like a diamond in the sky
Twinkle twinkle little star
How i wonder what you are

Serpents or Worms?

It has been only four months into the new lunar year, and already I can feel those people (me) borned in the year of snake has extremely low low luck this year.

Firstly, no promotion AGAIN after years of slogging in that screw up place. okie.. nothing new. So what's new?

Then on second day of CNY, had a fight with sis. ok... we din really fight but had a heated argument and din talk to to her for three months.

But of course both of us have very busy schedule and so I din really get to see her for last few months.

Two days back, mom's been nagging me to patch things up with sis.

And finally I have to swallow my pride, and though still abit angry, but I was scared as well, coz I never like having fight with anyone, and I tried to strike up a conversation with her.

Anyway, I was greeted back with only short and curt answers from sis. well I did try right?

Anyway, in mom's theory, the younger one must always be respectful to the older siblings.

And your blogger here is the youngest in the entire family.

Too bad.

I sms my bro, who was in switzerland at that time coz I was upset by her coldness, and he too have given up on her and replied a short 'let her be ....' message.

Hiak!

So my job was done =P

For last few months, I been having this horrible cramps and headaches.

Cramps, something that I never have in my entire 28 years till now.

Now I finally see my mom in a different light. =P

Finally last two days, went to see the doc and he gave me some drugs I was allergic to, for the third time, and I have to run home with swollen eyes and nose.

Arrghh...

*err.. when was the last time I went to the temple?*

Last month, on the very day I was going to depart for a short trip with a close frenz, another supposedly good frenz called and screwed me up for a whole 15 mins, coz she feel that the one going with me should have gone with her boyfriend.

Har?

Holding my tears on the way home, struggling to finish up my hectic, time critical and easily error prone work in the office, and rushing to the airport, the entire block of flat has to choose that exact day, that exact moment to black out.

In the end, with no one at home to help me, I can only relied on watever light from my handphone to guide me downstairs, dragging the heavy luggage along.

*err... when was the last time I pray my respect to my ancestors?*

And I noticed the same mishap in my frenzs.

One down with tumor. Suddenly. Unexpectedly. Horribly.

She has lost a tooth in the process when she fainted.

And part of her brain. From the operation.

And also part of her hair. From the operation.

Another one was on the verge of breaking up with her boyfriend when they are going to tie the knot.

Another one went into an accident last week.

As a result, she has to spend so much money on the repairs that she has to forgo the sydney trip with me next week.

I was so so soooooo disappointed.

Just when you thought someone has offered to go with me, suddenly, unexpectedly, she has to gave up horribly due to unforeseen misfortune.

She was on the way to office to informed her boss about her vacation when her car choose that exact day, that exact moment to kiss another car.

Not juz she suffered loss, I did too.

So my plan to sydney is back to square one. Alone.

*err... I think I should really make a trip to the temple this week*

And one more may has to face losing her family for getting into a relationship she should not have started in the first place.

Not bad eh in juz four months?

Sometimes during weekend, my frenzs and I were competing who is the most unlucky in that week and we have a good luff about it.

Well.. at least we can still luff you know?

For better or worse, whether I am a serpent or a worm, let me fight my way thru this year.

If I am a serpent, let me glide thru gracefully thru this tough year.

If I am a worm, let me wiggle thru quietly this tough year.

After all, forecast said I will be very lucky next year.

Hehe... dun offend me okie? =P

Newborn

Alright baby! juz migrated to my new template. err... nothing special though, but at least not the usual and standard template you always see on web. but i feel something still seems strange for the new template. anyway the babies are cute rite? i luv babies. so adorable. watever... hope all my blogging fans love it! =P

yawn... i am so tired. till we blog then.

Monday Blues

Singer: Gloria Gaynor
Title: I Will Survive

At first I was afraid.
I was petrified.
I kept thinking I could never live
Without you by my side.
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong.
I grew strong.
I learned how to get along.

And so you're back from outer space.
I just walked in to find you here
Without that look upon your face.
I should have changed my fucking lock.
I would have made you leave your key
If I'd have known for just one second
You'd be back to bother me.

Oh now go.
Walk out the door.
Just turn around now.
You're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I.

I will survive.
As long as I know how to love
I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live.
I've got all my love to give.
I will survive.
I will survive.

It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart.
I'm trying hard to mend
The pieces of my broken heart.
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself.
I used to cry.
But now I hold my head up high.

And you'll see me with somebody new.
I'm not that stupid little person
Still in love with you.
And so you thought you'd just drop by,
And you expect me to be free.
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me.

Oh now go.Walk out the door.
Just turn around now.
You're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one
Who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I.

I will survive.
As long as I know how to love
I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live.
I've got all my love to give.
I will survive.I will survive.

Oops... after reading the lyrics i realise this song is about love, not life. haha. nev mind, i'll hummed the chorus part till end of the week when weekends come =p

Sunday

Staying home today
lazing around and skipping the blading session
the rest are really active
need to finish up some work at home
juz gave maeve a ring
and she gave me a bad news
she ran into an accident last fri
and now she has no budget to travel aust with me
i am really unlucky
it's difficult to find a frenz to travel with me
juz when she is going to inform her boss to apply leave
this freaking accident has to happen
juz last mth when a gd frenz was travelling with me to bangkok
another gd frenz called and fuck me up
juz before i am going to leave for aiport
coz she feels the one travelling with me
shd have gone with the bf
instead of me
guess i will have to resume back my old plans
unless charles is able to take leave for few days
which i doubt so
or the other one from brisbane
changes his mind last min to travel with me
guess i will be a loner then
again travelling alone like wat the white guys always do
mebbi i shd juz beef up myself for travelling alone in future
less hazards and no need to beg frenzs to go with me
and no dissappointments
am envious at some of my gal frenzs
who seems to have no problem finding pple for travelling
and ton of guys even flocked to some of them to go with them
anyway i still thank to myself
this time round i am not going china
at least i feel safer
i always envious my frenzs
some who can resign due to min amount of stress
and sit at home whole year enjoying life
and relaxing themselves
or persue what they wan in life
but i canot afford to do that
i have bills and loans to pay
and my family brought up
does not allow me to enjoy such privileges
for many times been wanting to give up
juz throw that piece of letter at my boss
and walked out of the building
my colleagues and i are on the verge
to do juz that
there was once i almost printed out
the ready typed letter in office
and flucked it at my then boss's face
but i bite my tongue
and lips
and endured
and now for the 3rd year of hunting
i am still there
and have some freaking scums
telling me they have so much to do
but all i saw was
they have been spending the day idling
mom's been nagging whole morning
for some loss of wealth
she's juz stepped out of the house
phew
okie i am sprouting nonsense again
and stil couldn't figure out the layout configuration for fordue
bro called back from switzerland last nite
he's been in europe for a global incentive trip
and he recieved a global award in the gala dinner
for best customer supporting consultant
among all the worldwide offices
so happy for him
at least tt's one piece of good news
now he's holidaying in switzerland
wow wee yippee
later in the day mebbi i shd gave sis a call
din talk to her for 3 months
since that faithful day
wonder if she is still angry
but err.. as if i am not
tomolo i hope is a better day for me
hope so, at least no more pop quiz pls
hmm, start to feel the pain again
blog to yer then
your socially oppressed blogger

Twelve Days of April

On the first day of april, my bosses gave to me
A stacks of statistics to fill

On the second day of april, my bosses gave to me
Two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the third day of april, my bosses gave to me
Three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the fourth day of april, my bosses gave to me
Four billing errors, three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the fifth day of april, my bosses gave to me
Five billrun plans, four billing errors, three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the sixth day of april, my bosses gave to me
Six major billruns, five billrun plans, four billing errors, three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the seventh day of april, my bosses gave to me
Seven interim bills, six major billruns, five billrun plans, four billing errors, three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the eighth day of april, my bosses gave to me
Eight prebill checking, seven interim bills, six major billruns, five billrun plans, four billing errors, three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the ninth day of april, my bosses gave to me
Nine sql scripts, eight prebill checking, seven interim bills, six major billruns, five billrun plans, four billing errors, three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the tenth day of april, my bosses gave to me
Ten knowledge transfers, nine sql scripts, eight prebill checking, seven interim bills, six major billruns, five billrun plans, four billing errors, three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the eleventh day of april, my bosses gave to me
Eleven unplan downtime, ten knowledge transfers, nine sql scripts, eight prebill checking, seven interim bills, six major billruns, five billrun plans, four billing errors, three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

On the twelfth day of april, my bosses gave to me
Twelve ITSR, eleven unplan downtime, ten knowledge transfers, nine sql scripts, eight prebill checking, seven interim bills, six major billruns, five billrun plans, four billing errors, three test plans, two missing bills and a stacks of statistics to fill

*sing to the tune of Twelve Days of Christmas*

Me

Pisces - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.

Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your parnter has ever met.

You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.

Your negative traits:

You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.

It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.

You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.

Your ideal partner:

Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams

Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side

Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways

Your dating style:

Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.

Your seduction style:

Fearless - you try what your parnter suggests, no matter how unusual.

Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.

Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.

Tips for the future:

Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.

Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.

Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one..

Best place to meet someone online:

Platinum Romance - singles who value love, romance, and caring relationships as much as you do

Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green

Best day for a date: Friday