I Wish

juz read thru lin's latest blog.

am so envious. her relationship in the past is so earth shattering, so sweet.

i canot help but envy. again. recently i seem to envy the people around me so much.

of their lives, wonderful jobs, luving bf, hubby, families, frenzs, guy frenzs who seems especially nice to them even when they know they hv bf.....

when i see young famlies together, i marvel at them.

when i see mothers chasing after their running and noisy kids, i envy them.

haha.

the list juz goes on.

her ex-luv is soo sweet to her. standing up to her defence. having faith in her. trusting her. not believing the bad thing people said about her. seeing her as the best thing that has ever happened in his life.

i am so so envious.

i wish he has described to me about his house in details over there. or at least his room.

i wish he will tell me how much he misses me.

i wish he will stand up and speak up for me when i am being maligned.

i wish i am still the best in his eyes.

i wish he will send me cards and letters to tell me he aches for me.

i wish the happy moments can last longer.

i wish i have stories like that to tell my frenzs too.

i wish he will tell me wherever he is, he will still miss me. and luv me.

i wish.

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